Three Variations

Gap Filler for 307
NC 17


Part 3

Note: Lyrics from “Trust” by Me'Shell NdegéOcello


It’s like you fucking knew I was here. Did you come here looking for me? No, I'm not that naïve. You’re just here to fuck and it’s a lucky, or unfortunate, coincidence that I picked the same night and the same dark corner of this netherworld to get off in.

Casual sex is a good, good thing. The power, the way you feel like you fucking own some stranger…just for a minute. It’s the best drug in the world. Natural adrenaline high…better than E, better than coke…and you don’t wake up the next day feeling like you got hit by a truck.

This tight, warm, silky tunnel could belong to anyone, but it’s better when you’ve got something pretty to look at. Of course, the view from where I’m standing just got a whole hell of a lot better.

I know you wanna look away. You can't fucking stand that you need to stare while I push him to the brink and bring him back, over and over. You remember what my dick felt like, torturing you the same way. Deny it all you want…your ass hasn’t forgotten.

Put your tongue
In my mouth
Make me wet
Run your hands
Down my back
Grab my ass

I remember every single fucking time and I know you do too. In any place, at any moment, I can flip through the file in my mind, stuffed full of a thousand searing scenes, and practically come just reliving a single touch.

Don’t think I don’t know that it’s rare…this thing between us. It might never happen to either one of us again. Sure, it wasn’t enough…but it was something…it was a big fucking something.

If you’re going to keep staring, I’m going to have to put on a show. Watch me move inside of him. Listen to the way he moans. Remember what it’s like to be in his position? I think you do.

Lay me down
Spread my legs
Mmm, tell me
What's it like
Inside me


The smile playing across your lips…could mean a thousand things. But, I think I’ve got it pegged. Think maybe…uh…I’ve got you pegged.

I played my part in your scripted little scene. You were through with us and so I had to be too…you made sure of that. But, I can’t let go…and neither can you. So here we are…come so far to be right back at the start of things.

You're so hard
Mmm, so warm baby
So deep
Deep
Let me hold you closer
Baby
I won't let go
Let me stroke you with my warmth
Make you come

Practically bite through my bottom lip as the primal need to get off and get out takes me over. I need to look away…want to even…but your fucking stare has me mesmerized. Your eyes always got me. That first night, and every night after. I never understood what the fuck was going on behind those eyes. They hold this power…revealing nothing and everything at the same time. 

God, I’m so close. It fucking hurts to keep moving inside of him…but I’m not ready to let the moment go. I’m not ready to fucking let you off the hook. Jaw hurts from grinding it so hard. Eyes water and thighs tingle as my balls threaten to call it quits. Just a few more seconds…

You watch my back arch and my chest rise…you know it’s time. You remember what I'm like – what I sound like, what I look like…what I feel like.

I see your hips pump into him and your eyes nearly flutter shut. Your tongue snakes out the tiniest bit, leaving a shiny wet drop on the center of your lip. If only my tongue were long enough…

Inside me
My hands feel good
Inside me
Can't you feel
My sadness
Inside me
Can you feel
So deep


Sweet release, I let the waves wash over me. I try to keep my eyes on you, but it gets dark for a moment as my lids refuse to stay open. Feel the sparks fly through my body with such intensity. I’m probably hurting him, pushing in so deep, but it doesn’t really matter. Who was he anyway? Just an ass to fuck as I watched some stranger suck you, while you pretended it was me.

End

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